Sometimes it feels like treading water is all I am doing and I am tired. So I float until I can get my legs back under me to tread some more or devote the energy to moving in the direction I want to go. It is not special. This is how people get through life, I imagine. I wonder if it is how people are getting through life. It’s not just me; it’s not some special burden only I have to deal with. This is just life and sometimes you have to tread or float. Stop beating yourself up for it.